I'm on the phone with Danielle and she is making fun of me.......like always cause she hate's me passionatley.
I haven't spoken with her all day i missed her.
So today we(Justin Rob and Me) walked to chester and it took about 3 and a half hours.....so worth it we went to see the movie chroncilews of riddick cause it looks awesome but at chester 6 they are not showing it....bitches. So we saw The Day After Tomorrow....not a bad movie.
Then we went to a carnival. Had fun and then we told Dyalano Lappino to come and he did and we went on thios one ride like 5 times each. Then Justin got extra tickets so me Dylan and Rob were chasing him and then we almost got kicked out.....i'm on the phone with Danielle and she is The Best!!!!!!
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| Date: | 2004-06-15 09:48 |
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| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | apathetic | | Music: | nothing |
hmm well just had a fight with my sister and it's really funny how she think's i care.....funny funny
anyway............
Chris slept over last night hwas fun. Before that i was hanginmg out wit Eric and Cody and Mexi and Everyone else and then Danielle Diane and Nicole came. It was more fun when Danielle came cause like always it's fun hanging out with her. ok goodbye nothing to say in this pointless thing of mine
Anthony
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| Date: | 2004-06-01 19:11 |
| Subject: | idk |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | okay | | Music: | Danielle speaking to me and me speaking to her back? |
Umm well i'm on the phone with Danielle. i haven't updated in a while. on sunday night i slept in the park and walked around harriman and monroe until around 4 in the morning. it was fun and tiring. in like 2 weeks there is a hardcore prom. It should be pretty fun. Jess invited me but she doesn't know if she can go anymore.....that's ok if she doesn't go then i'm gonna see if Haley wants to go cause she was supposed to be Katie's date but Katie is grounded as well.
Much Love, Anthony
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| Date: | 2004-05-03 20:30 |
| Subject: | everything i suppose |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | devious | | Music: | slipknot gently |
well i asked Danielle and and she siaid yes and i actually like her a lot which is cool cause i haven't in a long time
went to party on saturday at her hosue and slept over got fucked up and now i'm bored
peace out to harlem....nigga please...i love you
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I don't know if any of you know this ubt Teddy Mchugh is the fucking hottest sexiest kid a live i love the kid just becuase he is so hot and sexy....i mean that's sall you need in life is hottness and sexyness and the fucking kid has it all i don't get how one person can be that perfect and can fucking catch a shoe between his pecs and then laugh like a fucking pirate....i meqn come on people you all suck compared to him
I love you Ted
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| Date: | 2004-04-14 20:31 |
| Subject: | Seeing Gabbie |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | calm | | Music: | trumpet on tv |
oh yeah by the way i saw Gabbie from Brooklyn whom i haven't seen in such a long time and i was so excited that she came up i love ya
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| Date: | 2004-04-14 16:41 |
| Subject: | a whole bunch of shit |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | hyper | | Music: | Mindless Self Indulgence Cocaine and Toupees |
Well spring break has been officially over for two days now and being back at school wasn't that bad i have no stress irght now and everyhting is going good i don't actually remember what i did.....oh wait saturday night i went to the AOH and i hada a blast hanging out with everyone. Most of the bands were good but this one band was absolutely amazing it was either lost in silence or insult to tradition or something like that...the one with the trumpet. AJ hit me in the face in one of the pits and it was very funny cause i started to bleed....not a lot at all though i hadn't tasted blood in such a long time and it tastes like bitter and not something i like...hehe well i got to hang out weith Michelle and Justin a little bit at the show which is always good concidering i only see Michelle in school. well i'm out
P.S.................umm fossil watches are silver most of the time
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| Date: | 2004-04-08 23:32 |
| Subject: | awesome day |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | thankful | | Music: | tv in background |
Well today i woke up at around 12 which was amazing and i was so relaxed and all and then at around 3 Dylan and Justin came and picked me up and we went to the park for a bbq with Steven Jessica some other people and other people and other people and we were drinking ketchup and mustard which was extremely gross. I'm so happy i got to hang out with Jessica today i missed her so much...love then we played some wall ball and Justin got out in the beggining so it was me vs. Dylan and Matt Kiess and unfortunatley they won but i think i did a pretty good job then like four people were playing stick ball and i didn't wanna play so i talked to Jess for a little bit in Steve's car and it was so nice talking to ehr again. Then after that a few of us went to wally's for some ice cream and ate and all and then went to Dylans for like 20 minutes and then Steve drove us up to the galleria and we all saw a movie well Dylan and Steve saw Dawn of the Dead and the rest of us saw Hellboy which was horrible yet funny in it's own little sarcastic way. Then Steve dropped me off and then i had a little fight with ister which was no big deal and now i'm filling this shit out and i'm gonna go
Amazingly amazing day thank you everyone
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General Stuff 1. First name: Anthony 2. Middle name: James 3. Last name: Bartelini 4. Nickname(s): Ant Antny Ananenene 5. Screen names: Thebitterend7 antnyb89 ajalltheway8925 and many many more 6. Gender: male 7. Age: 14 8. Type of Music: pretty much every rock besides christian and punk 9. Birth date: 9-25-89 10. Birthplace: washingtonville? 11. Zodiac sign: libra 12. Current location: Harriman 13. Live with: mom and sister 14. Name of current school: monroe woodbury high school 15. Grade: 9th 16. Graduation year: 2007 hopefully 17. Height: 5'7" 18. Hair color: brown 19. Hair length: umm curly a little past ears...straight shoulders 20. Eye color: light brown 21. Freckles: nope 22. Scar(s): elbows knee burn on leg and upper arm scratches 23. Type(s) of clothes you wear: w.e i like 24. Cologne/Perfume you wear: curve 25. Deodorant you use: the one with the stick figure guy running
Family Life 26. Mom's name: Diana 27. Dad's name: Jimmy 28. Closest family member: mom and sister 29. Family member you could live without: none 30. Last family member you've seen: mom 31. Oldest: grandfather 32. Youngest: cousin 33. Family member who lives the farthest away: cousin KIKI...she's hawaiinan 33. Fondest memory: Just all of us together not fighting...long long long time ago when pops lived with us 34. Memory you miss the most: a lot Misc. 35. What you did yesterday: hung out with Rob 36. What you did so far today: hung out wth Erinne then hung out with Rob then hung out with sister her friends and my very cool cuz Christina 37. Last person you talked to on the phone: Justin's mom asking for Justin 38. Last person you talked to online: Arlene 39. Last movie you've seen: in theatres idk and home school of rock 40. Last song you heard on the radio: don't remember 41. Last CD you played: Slipknot 42. Last thing you said out loud:are you serious 43. Last time you showered: 3 or 4 days ago :/ 44. Last book you read: The Hobbit 45. Last time you sang: 5 minutes ago 46. Last time you danced: a while ago 47. Last thing you ate/drank: a cookie with some milk Believe it or Not 48. Aliens: nope 49. Angels: i hope 50. Demons: nah 51. Heaven & Hell: in a sense 52. God: at times...mostly yes 53. Your friends: my friends of course
Friendships 54. Best friend: several i'm not naming but they know who they are 55. Last friend you talked to: Arlene 56. Funniest: Justin 57. Loudest: all of us 58. Silliest: all of us 59. Sweetest: Jessica 60. Weirdest: all of us 61. Best at keeping secrets: Justin 62. Most hyper:Justin and Shane 63. Friend you miss most: Lorianne Lama Chelsea Cox and Sean Heilweil 64. Friend you've known the longest: Sean Heilweil 65. Friend you haven't known that long: doesn't matter as long as i knwo they are my friends
Word Association 66. Lollipops: suck 67. Love: fuck no 68. Bubble gum: blow 69. Water:ooohh cool 70. Ice Cream: sweet 71. Oil: greasy 72. Phone: speak 73. Food: pizza man 74. Pretzels: salty 75. Britney Spears: hot 76. School: gay Have you ever (FYI answer yes or no) 77. Been on a plane: yeah 78. Cried in public: yeah who hasn't as a little kid 79. Climbed a tree: yea 80. Gotten in a physical fight: yeah 81. Drank alcohol: yeah 82. Fell asleep in a movie theatre: yeah.. 83. Driven a car: yeah 84. Been arrested: nope 85. Broken curfew: of course 86. Been pulled over when driving: no 87. Farted in public:haha yeah 88. Met a celebrity: mhm 89. Skipped school: faking sick 90. Went to a pro sports game: yes 91. Met the president: noper 92. Been scared to get shot: never been in the situation 93. Gotten a cavity: yes 94. Shopped at Abercrombie & Fitch: i bought a hat thee in 6th grade 95. Gone skinny-dipping:once again do baths and shower's count?
Favorites 96. Food: pizza and pasta 97. Drink: water 98. TV show: Insomniac 99. Movie: too many to name 100. Color: pink 101. Day of the week: friday 102. Month: july and august 103. Number: 2 and 22 104. Cookie: chocolate chip 105. Toothpaste: crest 106. TV channel: comedy central...mtv...mtv and E 107. Radio station: 92.7 108. Artist/band: Ozzy and Sabbath 109. Shampoo/conditioner:Pantene pro V and something else i think is Suave 110. Sports to play: i play basketball outside and i used to play hockey football and soccer 111. Sports to watch: football somtime's 112. Vacation spot: DR 113. Kind of candle: something fruityish 114. Color eyes: doesn't matter to me
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What is your name?: Anthony James Bartelini Are you named after anyone?: i think great grandfather What's your screename?: thebitterend7 Would you name a child of yours after you?: possibly If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Antoinette.....no comment If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Justin Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: nope Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: nope
Basics Your gender:: male Straight/Gay/Bi:: Straight Single?: yup If not, do you want to be?: yup Birthdate:: 9/25/89 Your age:: 114 Age you act:: very very very immature with my good friends but in the long run i can be mature Age you wish you were:: 18 Your height:: 5'7" Eye color:: brown Happy with it?: i suppose...yes Hair color:: brown Happy with it?: yeah Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty Your living arrangement:: mom and sister Your family:: mom and sister Have any pets?: my pretty kitty Whats your job?: don't have but want Piercings?: 2 on right and one on left Tattoos?: soon hopefully Obsessions?: Slipknot and Ben folds five...what a combo Addictions?: no Do you speak another language?: i can say 4 words in spanish...hehe Have a favorite quote?: Do you have a webpage?: my livejournal
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it Do you live in the moment?: frankly i don't care if i do or don't Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: at times Do you have any secrets?: mhmm Do you hate yourself?: nah Do you like your handwriting?: blows Do you have any bad habits?: of course i do What is the compliment you get from most people?: i can't remember but i think....your nice If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: The Boring Life of Anthony and his life What's your biggest fear?: losing someone special Can you sing?: people tell me i can Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: i probably have jusst to get someone i liked a lot to like me Are you a loner?: deffinatley not What are your #1 priorities in life?: fam and friends If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i think so Are you a daredevil?: i suppose Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: a lot Are you passive or agressive?: passive Do you have a journal?: obviously What is your greatest strength and weakness?: stregth-making people happy...weakness-low self esteem If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: confidence Do you think you are emotionally strong?: depends on what's going on Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: two words...hell yes Do you think life has been good so far?: i love it What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: don't do anything stupid What do you like the most about your body?: idk And least?: tummy Do you think you are good looking?: not beautiful but not ugly? Are you confident?: nah not really What is the fictional character you are most like?: Jack Black Are you perceived wrongly?: probably
Do You... Smoke?: no Do drugs?: nah Read the newspaper?: depends if something catches my eye Pray?: sometimes Go to church?: no Talk to strangers who IM you?: yeah Sleep with stuffed animals?: yeah Take walks in the rain?: i love it Talk to people even though you hate them?: don't hate anyone Drive?: eventually Like to drive fast?: when i do drive only when there is barely any other cars on the road stupid to put yours and several other peoples life in danger for a stupid reason
Would or Have You Ever? Liked your voice?: yeah Hurt yourself?: have yes would i no Been out of the country?: yeah Eaten something that made other people sick?: yessum Been in love?: no Done drugs?: no Gone skinny dipping?: do showers and baths count? Had a medical emergency?: nope Had surgery?: tonsils removed Ran away from home?: no Played strip poker?: no Gotten beaten up?: yeah Beaten someone up?: yeah Been picked on?: fuck yeah Been on stage?: yep Slept outdoors?: yep Thought about suicide?: i thought about how people would feel when i'm gone but never concidered doing it i love my life and friends and fam too much Pulled an all nighter?: yeah If yes, what is your record?: two or three days when i was a wee little lad Gone one day without food?: yeah Talked on the phone all night?: mmhmm Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yeah....we both fell asleep i also fell asleeo in beds with guys :0 Slept all day?: yeah Killed someone?: yeah actually every night Made out with a stranger?: maybe if i did i forgot and if i didn't then i forgot again Had sex with a stranger?: no Thought you're going crazy?: no Kissed the same sex?: Justin on the cheek and my pops on the cheek Done anything sexual with the same sex?: oh yeah....no no i haven't Been betrayed?: yeah but not since like 6th grade Had a dream that came true?: yeah bowl o fun burning down and some other shit but can't remember...i'm a fucking psychic my friends Broken the law?: yeah Met a famous person?: that chick from vitamin C i think that's the name of it and sugar ray and some rap stars from k 104 fest and some other people too Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: most likely On purpose?: spiders Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: about myself? yes Stolen anything?: pack of gum Been on radio/tv?: nope Been in a mosh-pit?: yessum Had a nervous breakdown?: no Bungee jumped?: i wish Had a dream that kept coming back?: i think so
Beliefs Belive in life on other planets?: i hope Miracles?: yes Astrology?: no Magic?: no. God?: yes Satan?: yes Santa?: would be cool Ghosts?: yes Luck?: yeah Love at first sight?: nope Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: no not always Witches?: nah but that would be cool if that witchcraft shit was cool Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yeah Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: nah but that would be amazing Do you wish on stars?: actually all the time
Deep Theological Questions Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: umm heaaven is where all of the one's you live are joined together and everyone i re united for the last time and nothing goes wrong and i also see a beach in there somewhere and hell is just blank Do you think God has a gender?: no Do you believe in organized religion?: hmm? Where do you think we go when we die?: i hope i go to heaven but all of you mean litte people go to hell Friends Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yeah Who is your best friend?: several best friends and they know who they are Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Justin and Rob Your favourite inside joke?: idk Thing you're picked on most about?: size... Who's your longest known friend?: Sean Heilweil Newest?: idk idc either as long i as i know they are my friend Shyest?: Rob in a way Funniest?: Justin and Rob Sweetest?: Jessica Closest?: Rob and Justin Weirdest?: all of ua Smartest?: Rob Ditziest?: Justin Friends you miss being close to the most?: Sean Heilweil Chelsea Cox and Lorianne Lama Last person you talked to online?: Christine Mindicino Who do you talk to most online?: Erinne Evangelist Who are you on the phone with most?: Justin and Erinne even though it is like never hhe Who do you trust most?: Rob Justin and.....Erinne Who listens to your problems?: Justin...i don't have many problems so he doesn't have to listen that much Who do you fight most with?: no one Who's the nicest?: Jessica Who's the most outgoing?: Justin Who's the best singer?: Erinne actually isn't bad at all Who's on your shit-list?: no one Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: one that was a girl yes...maybe even a guy too :0 jk Who's your second family?: Lappins Do you always feel understood?: not at all Who's the loudest?: Shane and Justin Do you trust others easily?: not so much Who's house were you last at?: Robs Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Justin Do your friends know you?: yeah Friend that lives farthest away: Shane and Justin
Love and All That Do you consider love a mistake?: nah What do you find romantic?: Just the two of you by a lake holding eachother....or some gay shit like that Turn-on?: Nice to me Turn-off?: not nice to me First kiss?: 6th grade If someone u had no interest in dating u how would u feel?: bad Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: mhm Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: yeah sometime's i'm a pussy but otherwise no Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yeah Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: not everyone but i hope a few What is best about the opposite sex?: how they act towards me What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: a lot....but then again a little What's the last present someone gave you?: a picture Justin drew for me in math class that was actually exceptional Are you in love?: no Do you consider your significant other hot?: i don't have a significant other Who Was the Last Person... That haunted you?: idk if you mean ghostly or like someone who was just being a dick You wanted to kill?: mrs chappell That you laughed at?: Justin That laughed at you?: Justin and his mom That turned you on?: ooooh baby Justin of course You went shopping with?: sister That broke your heart?: probably Katie from a long time ago To disappoint you?: no one really To ask you out?: never been asked out before To make you cry?: myself thinking about my doggy To brighten up your day?: my mom That you thought about?: Jess cause i stole this survey from her You saw a movie with?: Justin and Michelle You talked to on the phone?: Justin You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Christine You saw?: Talia You lost?: Bear...dog
Right This Moment... Are you going out?: no Will it be with your significant other?: no Or some random person?: no!!! What are you wearing right now?: shirt shotrs shoes and socks Body part you're touching right now:: elbow resting onthe upper upper part f my leg in which i forgot what it's called...the one with the femur bone in it What are you worried about right now?: absolutely nothing What book are you reading?: well i read the Hobbit but no book now What's on your mousepad?: DELL Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: tired bored hungry dissapointed drowzy...drowzy keys in with tired but no one has to know that but us Are you bored?: yeah as i just said Are you tired?: yes as i just said Are you talking to anyone online?: i was Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nope Are you lonely or content?: content Are you listening to music?: Ben Folds Five
by the way i have no clue what my mood words means i just wanted to see what the picture was
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Justin ahs no fucking say in anyhting and his life is going to be over soon cuase he is a fucking bitch i love him him but he is fucking screwed he i a waste of lfie and i hope he burns in a very horrific firey death he is so fucking COCK wipped and he is fuking black and he has no say in his life situations anymore everything he does is becuase of me hahaha i control everything and he controls nothing at all
and Michelle is better ythan him and i love her more TEEHEHEHEHEHE MWAHUHAHAHA
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| Date: | 2004-03-23 20:48 |
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| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | ecstatic | | Music: | Jurassic 5 Freedom |
Hey well updating as yuo can see
i have been having a very good weekend/week
very cool new friend Sharon :) i think she is an awesome girl
i'm on the phone with Justin right now he is making me listen to a song hehe i love him so much
i think Justin Michelle and Justin are my bestest friend's i love them so much you have no idea
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| Date: | 2004-03-21 13:29 |
| Subject: | boredom |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | bored | | Music: | movie in background |
Well heyb i updated like 2 hours ago but i'm bored so i'm gonna do this....i'm still at Austin's house and i'm bored cuae they are watcvhing a movie calld underworld and i don't like it very much and i'm not really talking to anyone online. i'm quite tired and want to do something but these crazy cat's i'm ith are watchigna gay fucking movie....lol
bye all
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| Date: | 2004-03-21 10:40 |
| Subject: | Saturday |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | chipper | | Music: | Mindless Self Indulgence Molly |
Well yesterday Justin came over andw e had a god time i wasn't sure if i wanted to go to Austin's party but i ended up going but before hat Justin's mom picked us up from my hosue and we wenty to Justin's house and Justin's dad was cranky so me and Justin went to Dylan's house and we were hanging out and Dylan was making fun of Justin...it was funny but i felt bad becuase it made Justin sad and put him in a bad mood then we went to the party and at first i wasn't having a good time but then later on i had a lot of fun ebcuase me Justin Greg Sharon kayla and Nicole went up stairs to the den and it was a good time....Greg had a light and was making the flame big and trying to light people on fire...he started to light meon fire and i didn't feel it and then like 20 seconds later i was like...oww. I ahd a lot of fun. Sharon is a cool girl.....Very nice
Everyone at the party wasn't bad when i saw Maxie i was happy cuase i think Maxie is a very funny girl
me and Justin are gay together but don't tell Michelle.
Umm i really don't know what eslse to say...let's recap this weekend
friday we had no school so i stayed hom and played CS with Rob and watched T.V. and then later that night i was talkignt o Shane and we decided we wanted to go to the show so we did and it was an amazing night....It was Justin's birthday on friday...I missed him :( and Saturday was the party and like is aid it wasn't bad at all.
i will rpobably update later
goodbye all
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| Date: | 2004-03-19 22:27 |
| Subject: | Show |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | exhausted | | Music: | tv in the back |
Well the show aas tonight and it was amazing i love everyone so much...ecspecially Erinne Evangelist..Jolene something? Jessica Tasca Amanda Reilly Jamie Colaluca Shane Lappin Dan Mazeski Nettie and Juliet....even though Arlene wasn't there i love her too hehe
This girl Amanda i saw like for 2 hours sitting there alone listening to the bands but i felt bad so i strted to talk to her and think i weirded her out but that's ok that's what i'am here for
well i'm outtie 5000 all
goodnight everyone i love you hahah
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Well let's see it is still early. But Lorianne told me to update so i'am....lol. Well today we have no school and i'm very happy cause the pressure of school and home and friendss and everyhting has just been impossible to deal with....but i'm trying. Yesterday Justin came over and we had a good time we were searching around my hosue for money and we found 7 dollars and 10 cent's in change....a lot of change. We went to wal-mart to buy Steve and Jessica Tasca something cause we love them a lot. ;) then when Justin elft i ahd to paint the downstairs of my house it was fun at first and then everyone who was watching me left so i was bored painting all by myself but that's ok. When Justin left i made him something ebcuase it is his birthday and he is my sexy man. Well anyway i will probably update later to tell you what i did today but you won't be interested will you
Asshole!!!!! hehe:)
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| Date: | 2004-03-17 07:39 |
| Subject: | pretty bored |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | annoyed | | Music: | none |
well we have a two hour delay today and i was pretty mad becuase i really wanted to stay home today and go to a friend's house but now can't...well i guess i will just have to wait until later
well goodbye all
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| Date: | 2004-03-16 11:07 |
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| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | amused | | Music: | the darkness |
well got home early today and i was vey happy about that so was everyone else i suppose
well meeting wendy later and it's gonna be fun....hehe
goodbye all
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| Date: | 2004-03-16 10:49 |
| Subject: | nothing |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | nerdy | | Music: | none |
hey updating as you can see today we had an early dissmisal and i was very happy because we also had one yesterday this journal entry is pointless maybe another one later
P.S. i'm meeting wendy today = )
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| Date: | 2004-03-15 21:07 |
| Subject: | nothing |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | melancholy | | Music: | slipknot i'am hated |
hello all this is my first entry i think and it is going to be a pointless one
see it is done already
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